Short Story: The Silver Lighter

The Bangkok heat clung to everything, even at seven in the evening on Christmas Eve. Sophie wiped sweat from her forehead as she navigated through the crowded Chatuchak Weekend Market, her sister Emma trailing behind, camera in hand.

“This is mental,” Emma laughed, dodging a motorbike taxi. “Christmas in thirty-five degrees. Mum would have a fit seeing us in shorts and tank tops right now.”

Sophie smiled, fingering the small silver lighter in her pocket. Their grandfather’s lighter—the one thing she’d insisted on bringing to Thailand, despite Emma’s protests about unnecessary baggage. The engraved initials “J.H” caught the light from the market stalls as she turned it over in her palm.

They’d planned this trip for months. Two weeks in Thailand, escaping the dreary December rain of Manchester, escaping the first Christmas without their grandfather. The old man had been obsessed with travel stories, filling their childhood with tales of places he’d never quite managed to visit himself.

“Look at this,” Emma called, holding up a Buddha statue made of recycled glass. “Grandpa Joe would have loved this market. All these little treasures.”

Sophie nodded, but her throat felt tight. That’s exactly what he would have said—little treasures. He’d collected them from the few places he had managed to reach: a wooden spoon from Scotland, a pressed flower from Ireland, and a smooth stone from Wales. His mantelpiece had been a museum of modest adventures.

They bought Pad Thai from a street vendor and found a plastic table under string lights. The familiar ache of missing their grandfather settled between them as they ate in comfortable silence. Around them, Thai families laughed and ate together, children running between the stalls with sticky fingers and bright smiles.

“I keep expecting him to text me,” Emma said quietly. “Asking for photos, you know? Making me describe everything in detail.”

Sophie pulled out the lighter, setting it on the table between their steaming plates. The silver caught the warm glow of the market lights.

“I brought this because… I thought maybe I’d leave it somewhere. Like, scatter his ashes or something symbolic.” She gave a small laugh. “Stupid, really. It’s just a lighter.”

Emma reached across and touched the worn metal. “It’s not stupid. Remember how he always carried it? Even after he quit smoking twenty years ago.”

“Emergency fire,” they said in unison, mimicking their grandfather’s gravelly voice. He’d claimed you never knew when you might need to start a campfire or light someone’s way in the dark.

A group of Thai teenagers at the next table burst into laughter, and one of them, a girl about Emma’s age with bright pink hair, caught Sophie’s eye and smiled. Before Sophie could think too much about it, she found herself walking over.

“Excuse me,” she said in careful English. “My sister and I are here for Christmas. We’re from England. Do you… Would you like to share our table? It’s Christmas Eve.”

The pink-haired girl’s eyes lit up. “Oh! Yes, please!” Her friends gathered around, chattering in rapid Thai mixed with English. Their names tumbled out: Nim, Ploy, Bank, and Kao.

Soon, both tables were pushed together, and the teenagers were helping Sophie and Emma order more food, teaching them to say “Merry Christmas” in Thai: “Suk San Wan Christmas.” The lighter sat forgotten on the table as stories were shared through a mixture of languages, Google Translate, and lots of gesturing.

Nim, the pink-haired girl, was studying in Bangkok but was originally from a small village north of the city. She was spending Christmas Eve at the market because she couldn’t afford to travel home until New Year’s.

“Family is very important,” she said, her English careful but warm. “But sometimes… friends are family too, yes?”

Emma and Sophie exchanged glances. Their grandfather had always said that chosen family could be just as precious as blood family.

As the evening wore on, Bank produced a small Bluetooth speaker and played a mix of Thai pop and Christmas songs. When “White Christmas” came on, Nim giggled and pointed at Sophie and Emma.

“You miss white Christmas?” she asked.

“Actually,” Sophie said, surprising herself, “I think I prefer this. The warmth, the food, the…” she gestured around the table, “the people.”

Ploy noticed the lighter then, picking it up carefully. “Very beautiful,” she said.

Sophie found herself explaining about their grandfather, about the trip they’d taken in his memory, and about how she’d planned to leave the lighter somewhere meaningful. As she spoke, she realised the ache in her chest had softened somehow.

“But you know,” she continued, looking around the table at their new friends, “I think he would have loved this. This exact moment.”

Emma nodded, tears in her eyes. “He always said the best souvenirs were the people you met.”

When midnight approached, they all walked to a nearby temple where families had gathered for late-night Christmas prayers, Buddhist families celebrating the Christian holiday with the same spirit of love and togetherness that transcended specific traditions.

Standing there under the temple lights, surrounded by the gentle murmur of prayers in Thai and the warm presence of both strangers and new friends, Sophie made a decision. She pulled out her grandfather’s lighter and handed it to Nim.

“I’d like you to have this,” she said. “My grandfather would have wanted it to travel, to see the world he never got to explore.”

Nim’s eyes widened. “I cannot… this is too precious.”

“Please,” Sophie insisted. “Promise me you’ll carry it somewhere beautiful. Light someone’s way.”

Nim held the lighter reverently, then smiled. “I promise. Emergency fire, yes?”

“Emergency fire,” Sophie laughed, and Emma joined in.

As they exchanged contact information and promised to stay in touch, Sophie realised that this Christmas, sweat-drenched and thousands of miles from home, felt more full of joy and connection than any she could remember. Their grandfather’s lighter was beginning a new adventure, and somehow, so were they.

Walking back through the quieter streets to their hostel, Emma took Sophie’s hand.

“I think Grandpa Joe got his Christmas wish after all,” Emma said.

“What’s that?”

“He always wanted to travel the world and meet interesting people. I think he just did.”

Sophie squeezed her sister’s hand and looked up at the Bangkok sky, where no snow would fall, but where the warmth of human connection felt like the most perfect Christmas gift imaginable.

In My Hands Today…

Four Reigns – Kukrit Pramoj, translated by Tulachandra

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This English version of the Thai novel Si Phaendin tells the rich and entertaining story of one woman’s life both inside and outside the royal palace in Bangkok. Spanning a period of four reigns, from King Chulalongkorn to the reign of his grandson King Ananda, this popular modern classic gives insight into the social and political issues facing Thailand from the 1890s through the turbulent years of World War II.

In My Hands today…

Vulture Peak – John Burdett

Nobody knows Bangkok like Royal Thai Police Detective Sonchai Jitpleecheep, and there is no one quite like Sonchai: a police officer who has kept his Buddhist soul intact–more or less–despite the fact that his job shoves him face-to-face with some of the most vile and outrageous crimes and criminals in Bangkok. But for his newest assignment, everything he knows about his city–and himself–will be a mere starting point.

He’s put in charge of the highest-profile criminal case in Thailand–an attempt to bring an end to trafficking in human organs. He sets in motion a massive sting operation and stays at its center, traveling to Phuket, Hong Kong, Dubai, Shanghai, and Monte Carlo. He draws in a host of unwitting players that includes an aging rock star wearing out his second liver and the mysterious, diabolical, albeit gorgeous co-queenpins of the international body-parts trade: the Chinese twins known as the Vultures. And yet, it’s closer to home that Sonchai will discover things getting really dicey: rumors will reach him suggesting that his ex-prostitute wife, Chanya, is having an affair. Will Sonchai be enlightened enough–forget Buddha, think jealous husband–to cope with his very own compromised and compromising world?

Book 5 of the series featuring the half Asian, half Caucasian Bangkok inspector Sonchai Jitpleecheep

In My Hands Today…

The Godfather of Kathmandu – John Burdett

Sonchai Jitpleecheep–John Burdett’s inimitable Royal Thai Police detective with the hard-bitten demeanor and the Buddhist soul–is summoned to the most shocking and intriguing crime scene of his career. Solving the murder could mean a promotion, but Sonchai, reeling from a personal tragedy, is more interested in Tietsin, an exiled Tibetan lama based in Kathmandu who has become his guru.

There are, however, obstacles in Sonchai’s path to nirvana. Police Colonel Vikorn has just named Sonchai his consigliere (he’s been studying “The Godfather” on DVD): to troubleshoot, babysit, defuse, procure, reconnoiter–do whatever needs to be done in Vikorn’s ongoing battle with Army General Zinna for control of Bangkok’s network of illegal enterprises. And though Tietsin is enlightened and (eerily) charismatic, he also has forty million dollars’ worth of heroin for sale. If Sonchai truly wants to be an initiate into Tietsin’s “apocalyptic Buddhism,” he has to pull off a deal that will bring Vikorn and Zinna to the same side of the table. Further complicating the challenge is Tara: a Tantric practitioner who captivates Sonchai with her remarkable otherworldly techniques.

Here is Sonchai put to the extreme test–as a cop, as a Buddhist, as an impossibly earthbound man–in John Burdett’s most wildly inventive, darkly comic, and wickedly entertaining novel yet.

Book 4 of the series featuring the half Asian, half Caucasian Bangkok inspector Sonchai Jitpleecheep

The books in the series:

  1. Book 1: Bangkok 8
  2. Book 2: Bangkok Tattoo
  3. Book 3: Bangkok Haunts
  4. Book 4: The Godfather of Kathmandu
  5. Book 5: Vulture Peak

In My Hands Today…

Bangkok Haunts – John Burdett

Sonchai Jitpleecheep — the devout Buddhist Royal Thai Police detective who led us through the best sellers Bangkok 8 and Bangkok Tattoo — returns in this blistering new novel.

Sonchai has seen virtually everything on his beat in Bangkok ‘ s District 8, but nothing like the video he ‘ s just been sent anonymously: Few crimes make us fear for the evolution of our species. I am watching one right now. He ‘ s watching a snuff film. And the person dying before his disbelieving eyes is Damrong — a woman he once loved obsessively and, now it becomes clear, endlessly. And there is something more: something at the end of the film that leaves Sonchai both figuratively and literally haunted.

While his investigation will lead him through the office of the ever-scheming police captain, Vikorn ( Don’t spoil a great case with too much perfectionism, he advises Sonchai); in and out of the influence of a perhaps psychotic wandering monk; and eventually into the gilded rooms of the most exclusive men’s club in Bangkok (whose members will do anything to protect their identities, and to explore their most secret fantasies), it also leads him to his own simple bedroom where he sleeps next to his pregnant wife while his dreams deliver him up to Damrong . . .

Ferociously smart and funny, furiously fast-paced, and laced through with an erotic ghost story that gives a new dark twist to the life of our hero, Bangkok Haunts does exactly that from the first page to the last.

Book 3 of the series featuring the half Asian, half Caucasian Bangkok inspector Sonchai Jitpleecheep

The books in the series:

  1. Book 1: Bangkok 8
  2. Book 2: Bangkok Tattoo
  3. Book 3: Bangkok Haunts
  4. Book 4: The Godfather of Kathmandu
  5. Book 5: Vulture Peak