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French Revolutions: Cycling the Tour de France – Tim Moore

Not only is it the world’s largest and most watched sporting event, but also the most fearsome physical challenge ever conceived by man, demanding every last ounce of will and strength, every last drop of blood, sweat, and tears. If ever there was an athletic exploit specifically not for the faint of heart and feeble of limb, this is it. So you might ask, what is Tim Moore doing cycling it?

An extremely good question. Ignoring the pleading dictates of reason and common sense, Moore determined to tackle the Tour de France, all 2,256 miles of it, in the weeks before the professionals entered the stage. This decision was one he would regret for nearly its entire length. But readers–those who now know Moore’s name deserves to be mentioned in the same breath as Bill Bryson and Calvin Trillin–will feel otherwise. They are in for a side-splitting treat.

French Revolutions gives us a hilariously unforgettable account of Moore’s attempt to conquer the Tour de France. “Conquer” may not be quite the right word. He cheats when he can, pops the occasional hayfever pill for an ephedrine rush (a fine old Tour tradition), sips cheap wine from his water bottle, and occasionally weeps on the phone to his wife. But along the way he gives readers an account of the race’s colorful history and greatest heroes: Eddy Merckx, Greg Lemond, Lance Armstrong, and even Firmin Lambot, aka the “Lucky Belgian,” who won the race at the age of 36. Fans of the Tour de France will learn why the yellow jersey is yellow, and how cyclists learned to save precious seconds (a race that lasts for three weeks is all about split seconds) by relieving themselves en route. And if that isn’t enough, his account of a rural France tarting itself up for its moment in the spotlight leaves popular quaint descriptions of small towns in Provence in the proverbial dust. If you either love or hate the French, or both, you’ll want to travel along with Time Moore.

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Outlandish: Walking Europe’s Unlikely Landscapes – Nick Hunt

In Outlandish, acclaimed travel writer Nick Hunt takes us across landscapes that should not be there, wildernesses found in Europe yet seemingly belonging to far-off a patch of Arctic tundra in Scotland; the continent’s largest surviving remnant of primeval
forest in Poland and Belarus; Europe’s only true desert in Spain; and the fathomless grassland steppes of Hungary.

From snow-capped mountain range to dense green forest, desert ravines to threadbare, yellow open grassland, these anomalies transport us to faraway regions of the world.

More like pockets of Africa, Asia, the Poles or North America, they make our own continent seem larger, stranger and more filled with secrets.

Against the rapid climate breakdown of deserts, steppes and primeval jungles across the
world, this book discovers the outlandish environments so much closer to home – along
with their abundant reindeer; bison; ibex; wolves and herds of wild horses.

Blending sublime travel writing, nature writing and history – by way of Paleolithic cave art,
reindeer nomads, desert wanderers, shamans, Slavic forest gods, European bison, Wild
West fantasists, eco-activists, horseback archers, Big Grey Men and other unlikely spirits
of place – these desolate and rich environments show us that the strange has always been
near.

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Twilight Cities: Lost Capitals of the Mediterranean – Katherine Pangonis

Its name means ‘centre of the world’, and since the dawn of history the Mediterranean Sea has formed the shared horizon of innumerable cultures. Here, history has blurred with legend. The glittering surface of the sea conceals the remnants of lost civilisations, wrecked treasure ships and the bones of long-drowned sailors, traders and modern refugees.

Of the many cities that dot this ancient coastline, Tyre, Carthage, Syracuse, Ravenna and Antioch are among the oldest and most intriguing. All are beautifully situated, and for layers of history and cultural riches they are rivalled only by their sister cities of Rome, Istanbul and Jerusalem. Yet their fates have been remarkably different. Once major power centres, all five have declined into relative obscurity. Nevertheless, their entwined history takes in Alexander the Great, Nebuchadnezzar, Archimedes and the Roman, Byzantine, Arab and Norman conquests, and their greatness still lingers for those who seek it out.

To bring these mysterious lost capitals to life, historian Katherine Pangonis sets out on a voyage from the dawn of civilisation on the Lebanese coast to a modern-day Turkey wracked by the devastation of the 2023 earthquake. Combining on the ground research with spellbinding storytelling skills, here is a revelatory new story of the Mediterranean, and a powerful reflection on the sometimes fleeting glory of empires.

Walking as a Way of Thinking: On Plans, Pavements, and the Gap Between the Two

I walk a lot. Especially in places that are not mine yet. New cities, unfamiliar neighbourhoods, streets where my body does not know what comes next. I walk because I want to see things, yes, but also because walking has become the way my thinking loosens its collar. It is not mystical. It is not romantic. It is practical. Walking gives my mind enough structure to stay upright and enough freedom to wander without tipping over.

When I walk in a new place, my route is usually planned. That surprises people who expect wandering to be the more thoughtful option. But planning is how I buy myself freedom. I tend to have a list of places I want to see, and mapping them gives the walk a spine. Once that spine exists, my mind can stop worrying about logistics and start doing other things. I know roughly where I am going. That knowledge frees up attention.

This matters because attention is finite. If I am constantly asking myself where I am and whether I am lost, my thinking stays shallow. A planned route reduces that noise. It creates a container. Inside it, thoughts show up in their own messy order. I used to think this meant I was missing out on serendipity. Now I am less convinced. Serendipity does not require chaos. It requires presence. And presence is easier when you are not negotiating every decision from scratch.

Walking in a new place does something subtle to the mind. It removes autopilot. Even with a planned route, unfamiliar streets ask small questions of you constantly. Which side of the pavement do I walk on? How fast do people cross here? Does this street feel safe, rushed, sleepy? Your body is answering before your mind finishes the sentence. That constant, low-level engagement pulls you out of abstraction and into the moment. Thinking changes when it is anchored to the present.

Most of my walks start with intention, but not with control. I may begin with a problem I want to think through, or a sense of unease I want to understand. Often it is both. I lean more towards problem-solving when I walk. The rhythm of steps seems to suit planning, sequencing, and decision-making. But introspection sneaks in anyway. It always does. The mind does not respect neat categories. It brings what is loudest.

The first thoughts that show up on a walk are rarely polite. They are not orderly. They arrive in no particular sequence. Practical plans crash into memories. Worries elbow their way past creative ideas. I might be thinking about what to do next in the day and suddenly remember a conversation from years ago, then switch to a new idea for a piece of writing, then circle back to the thing I was anxious about in the first place. This randomness used to bother me. Now I see it as diagnostic. It tells me what is actually occupying my mind, not what I wish were occupying it.

Walking does not clear the mind. That phrase is too clean. Walking rearranges it. It changes the queue. Thoughts that were shouting sometimes quieten down. Thoughts that were waiting patiently step forward. The body, moving steadily through space, gives the mind permission to move too.

I usually walk with sound. Music, meditation tracks, sometimes a podcast. Sound sets the emotional temperature. Music can soften the edges of a hard day. Podcasts can keep me company when my own thoughts feel repetitive. But I also know when sound becomes a shield. When I am trying to untangle something knotted, I walk in silence. Silence removes the buffer. It is harder. It is also more honest.

There is a particular discomfort that shows up in silent walks. You notice how quickly the mind tries to fill space. How it reaches for plans, lists, and imaginary conversations. You also notice how much of that is rehearsing rather than resolving. Walking in silence exposes that habit. It shows you the difference between thinking and circling.

One uncomfortable truth I have reached while walking is this: I plan far better than I execute. Walking is where I come up with grand plans for the day, for projects, for life. They feel sensible while my legs are moving. They feel doable. And then the day ends and the list is still half-finished. The walk gave me clarity, but clarity did not automatically turn into action.

This is where walking as a way of thinking reveals its limits. Walking is excellent for ideation, reflection, and decision-making. It is less good at follow-through. The danger is mistaking the feeling of momentum for momentum itself. A long walk can feel productive. It can even be productive, mentally. But it can also become a substitute for doing the work. I have had to be honest with myself about this. If walking is where I think best, then something else has to be where I execute best. Expecting one activity to do everything is unfair to both the activity and to me.

There is another assumption worth challenging. We often talk about thinking as something that happens in the head alone. The body is treated as transport.s. This is nonsense. The body is part of the thinking system. Pace, breath, posture, tension, hunger, and fatigue all shape what the mind can access. Walking changes these variables. Breathing deepens. Shoulders drop. Eyes move across distance instead of locking onto a screen. That physical shift alters cognitive tone. Thinking becomes less brittle.

In a new place, this effect intensifies. The body is alert but not threatened. It is curious. That state is gold for thinking. Curiosity loosens defensiveness. You are less invested in proving yourself right. You are more open to noticing what is there.

But novelty cuts both ways. Too much stimulation and thinking fragments. A crowded street pulls attention outward relentlessly. There is no room for sustained thought. This kind of walk is useful when you need to interrupt rumination. It is less useful when you need to reason carefully. Not all walks are equal. The setting matters.

So does pace. A slow walk invites observation. A brisk walk supports planning and problem-solving. Very fast walking can turn into a way of burning off anxiety without actually engaging with it. None of these are wrong. But they are different tools. Using the wrong one can leave you confused about why the walk did not “work.”

Walking also amplifies existing thinking patterns. If you tend to ruminate, walking gives rumination more airtime. If you tend to rehearse conversations, you will leave with a flawless speech that may never be delivered. Walking does not correct these habits. It gives them space. That can be helpful or harmful depending on awareness.

This is why I think of walking as a setting, not a solution. In the right setting, thinking improves. In the wrong one, it simply gets louder.

What makes a walk a good thinking setting? For me, it starts with a single question. Not an agenda. Not a list. One question I can carry lightly. Something open-ended. What am I avoiding? What would change if I trusted myself a little more? What is actually within my control here? The question acts as a thread. I do not force answers. I just notice when my mind returns to it.

But questions can also be used to steer away from discomfort. If you always ask questions that keep you comfortable, your answers will be comforting and unhelpful. I have learned to pay attention to the questions I resist. The ones that tighten the chest slightly. Those are usually the ones that matter.

There are also walks where I make no attempt to think at all. This is not a contradiction. The mind has a background mode that works quietly when you stop interfering. Some insights arrive only when you stop demanding them. Walking supports that background processing, especially when you are not filling every moment with input.

This is where the relationship with sound becomes important. Music can regulate mood. Podcasts can inform and distract. Silence invites contact. None of these are superior. The question is what you need. Are you supporting your thinking, or avoiding it?

Walking with other people adds another layer. Side-by-side conversation is different from sitting across a table. It is less intense. Silences are easier. Hard topics surface more naturally. Walking together can make honesty feel safer. But it also shapes what you think. You adjust to another pace, another energy. You edit yourself. Solo walking gives access to unfiltered thought. Social walking offers perspective. Both are necessary. Neither is complete.

If walking is a way of thinking, it is worth naming what it is not good at. It does not replace stillness. Some thoughts require sitting. They require staying put when the urge is to move. Walking can become a way of avoiding that confrontation. Healthier than many avoidance strategies, yes. Still avoidance.

It also does not replace discipline. You can walk your way to insight and still fail to act on it. This is where my own discomfort sits. Walking shows me what matters. It does not make me do it. Execution requires different muscles. Planning a walk feels good. Execution often feels tedious. Confusing the two is how days slip away.

So I have started adding a small rule for myself. When a walk produces a plan, I write down the next action when I get home. Just one. And I do it the same day if possible. Not because productivity is virtuous, but because thinking that never meets action becomes self-indulgent.

Thinking well, for me, is not about brilliance. It is about kindness and accuracy. Kinder self-talk. Better decisions. Less time spent in self-flagellation disguised as analysis. More execution, even if imperfect. Walking helps with the first part. It softens the inner voice. It puts problems in proportion. It reminds me that I am a body moving through the world, not just a mind stuck inside itself. But the work continues after the walk ends. That is where thinking has to earn its keep.

Walking as a way of thinking works because it brings thought back into contact with reality. Streets do not care about your theories. Pavements do not validate your excuses. You have to keep moving. You have to watch where you are going. That quiet insistence on forward motion changes something in the mind. I do not trust walking because it feels poetic. I trust it because I can test it. I can feel the shift when I walk. My thinking becomes less sharp-edged. My stories loosen. I am not magically wiser. I am more honest.

The real question is what happens next. Do I carry that honesty into the rest of the day? Do I close the gap between the plans I make while walking and the actions I avoid when I stop? Do I allow thinking to lead somewhere concrete, even if it is uncomfortable?

And on the days when I cannot walk, because bodies have limits and life intervenes, can I recreate that rhythm in another way? A slower breath. A longer look out of a window. A deliberate pause before reacting. Walking helps me think. It does not think for me. The responsibility still sits where it always has.

With me.

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The Last American Road Trip: A Memoir – Sarah Kendzior

It is one thing to study the fall of democracy, another to have it hit your homeland — and yet another to raise children as it happens. The Last American Road Trip is one family’s journey to the most beautiful, fascinating, and bizarre places in the US during one of its most tumultuous eras. As Kendzior works as a journalist chronicling political turmoil, she becomes determined that her young children see America before it’s too late. So Kendzior, her husband, and the kids hit the road — again and again.

Starting from Missouri, the family drives across America in every direction as cataclysmic events – the rise of autocracy, political and technological chaos, and the pandemic – reshape American life. They explore Route 66, national parks, historical sites, and Americana icons as Kendzior contemplates love for country in a broken heartland. Together, the family watches the landscape of the United States – physical, environmental, social, political -transform through the car window.

Part memoir, part political history, The Last American Road Trip is one mother’s promise to her children that their country will be there for them in the future – even though at times she struggles to believe it herself.