In My Hands Today…

Leave Only Footprints: My Acadia-to-Zion Journey Through Every National Park – Conor Knighton

When Conor Knighton decided to spend a year wandering through “America’s Best Idea,” he was worried the whole thing might end up being his worst idea. But, after a broken engagement and a broken heart, he desperately needed a change of scenery. The ambitious plan he cooked up went a bit overboard in that department; Knighton set out to visit every single one of America’s National Parks, from Acadia to Zion.

Leave Only Footprints is the memoir of his year spent traveling across the United States, a journey that yielded his “On the Trail” series, which quickly became one of CBS Sunday Morning’s most beloved segments. In this smart, informative, and often hilarious book, he’ll share how his journey through these natural wonders, unchanged by man, ended up changing his worldview on everything from God to politics to love and technology. Whether it’s waking up early for a naked scrub in an Arkansas bathhouse or staying up late to stargaze along our loneliest highway, Knighton goes behind the scenery to provide an unfiltered look at America. In the tradition of books like A Walk in the Woods or Turn Right at Machu Picchu, this is an irresistible mix of personal narrative and travelogue-some well-placed pop culture references, too-and a must-read for any of the 331 million yearly National Parks visitors.

Abbott FreeStyle Libre Review

“Awareness is the first step toward balance.”

When you live with diabetes, you quickly learn that no two days are ever quite the same. Some mornings feel steady; others are unpredictable. For years, I managed this dance with the help of finger-prick tests: tiny, fleeting snapshots of my glucose that left me guessing about everything in between.

I had heard about the Freestyle Libre and to be honest, I resisted it for a while because while I hated the needle pricks, I also didn’t want a needle poked into my skin for two weeks. But during my trip to Europe, I decided that I will take the plunge and decided to give the sensor a try to see if it made any difference to my glucose levels and if it changed the way I understand my body.

The Freestyle Libre is a continuous glucose monitor (CGM) developed by Abbott. About the size of a two-dollar coin, it’s worn on the back of your upper arm and stays in place for up to 14 days. Instead of pricking your fingers multiple times a day, you simply scan the sensor using the LibreLink app on your phone (or a reader device). Each scan instantly shows your glucose reading, a trend arrow, and a graph of your recent levels. Behind the scenes, the sensor quietly measures glucose in the interstitial fluid, the fluid between your cells, capturing readings every few minutes, day and night. When you upload your data to LibreView, the accompanying analysis platform, you see beautifully detailed charts of your glucose patterns: your highs, lows, daily rhythms, and how often you stay within your target range. It’s like turning your health data into a living, breathing story.

Before the Libre, my glucose management felt like reading a book with half its pages missing. I knew how things started and ended, but not what happened in between. With the sensor, I could finally see the full narrative of how my body responded to meals, exercise, stress, and sleep. I started noticing gentle morning rises, calm mid-afternoons, and occasional evening peaks. These weren’t “bad numbers”, they were clues.

For those in Singapore, Abbott has an Experience Centre where you can try the sensor for SGD 10. I signed up and went down to their Experience Centre at Raffles Place. I was the only one that session, so I got a one-on-one session with the lady doing the session. She gave me a sensor, showed me how to put it on and also ran a few videos on the sensor. You can also purchase sensors there at a discount and they had a scheme that if you purchase 3 sensors within three months, you get a free sensor. It’s an excellent way to see how the device feels, how the app works, and what kind of data you’ll receive before committing to regular use.For anyone who’s ever felt unsure about CGMs, it’s a low-cost, no-pressure way to experience the technology firsthand, and to understand how empowering it can be.

I had already decided to go the subscription route, so didn’t buy from the experience centre. I subscribe to two sensors every four weeks and according to their website, if you pay for five months, the sixth month is frew. You can also opt to receive two sensors every eight weeks. The plan allows you to pause or cancel if your needs change, giving flexibility alongside the convenience.

On to my experience with the sensor. I began experimenting: adding a handful of nuts to breakfast, taking short walks after dinner, and noticing how hydration and rest made a difference. The feedback was almost immediate. A smoother curve on the graph often mirrored a calmer, steadier day.

One of the most powerful things about using a CGM is how it connects daily choices to visible outcomes. For instance, I learned that foods I assumed were harmless sometimes caused unexpected spikes, or that meals rich in fibre and protein kept my glucose beautifully stable, and stress and lack of sleep could nudge levels up even on perfect food days. Instead of guessing, I was finally learning. The Libre didn’t judge; it simply showed patterns, and with each pattern came understanding.

Every so often, I noticed dips, usually in the early mornings or after long gaps between meals. They weren’t severe, but they were informative. The data reminded me to plan better, to carry small snacks when I’m on the go, and to listen to my body’s subtle cues before they became loud alarms. Over time, I became attuned to these rhythms. The more I observed, the more intuitive the whole process felt, like tuning in to my body’s quiet language. There’s something deeply empowering about turning invisible fluctuations into visible information. Instead of worrying about what might be happening, I could see it, and respond thoughtfully. The emotional shift was subtle but profound: I stopped thinking in terms of “good” or “bad” readings. I began thinking in terms of patterns, habits, and adjustments. That shift, from judgment to curiosity, is what changed everything. I wasn’t trying to control my body; I was learning to work with it.

From a practical perspective, the Freestyle Libre fits seamlessly into daily life. Application is quick and nearly painless, a gentle click on the back of the arm, and it’s done. The sensor stays on through showers, workouts, and sleep; after a while, you barely notice it. To scan, just hold your phone near the sensor for a second. No lancets, no fuss. The LibreLink and LibreView apps are beautifully designed. The graphs are clear, colourful, and easy to understand even for someone who isn’t data-minded.

But the sensor sometimes falls out, sometimes even as early as less than a week of usage. But Abbott Singapore has been very good about replacing faulty sensors. You just have to call them or let them know through their website, and they will send you a replacement sensor. The only caveat is that you have to send them the faulty sensor. This is not only for them to check the sensor but also to avoid people misusing this facility and scamming them.

I didn’t expect this little patch to become a mindfulness tool, but it did. Each curve on the graph became a reminder to slow down, breathe, and be kinder to myself. Instead of frustration, I found fascination. Watching my glucose stabilise after a calm morning walk or a wholesome meal gave me a quiet sense of accomplishment.

After more than three months of using the Freestyle Libre, I can confidently say this: it’s more than a monitor; it’s a mirror, one that reflects the connection between how you live and how your body responds. It doesn’t replace intuition; it deepens it. And it turns the daily task of managing diabetes into something gentler, more insightful, and even, in its own quiet way, beautiful. The Freestyle Libre gave me not just numbers but understanding. And with understanding comes peace.

Will I continue using it in the long term? Probably yes. As of now, I can afford the price of about SGD 200 per month, but if that price point becomes expensive, I may consider using two sensors over eight weeks.

If you’re considering using it, you’ll learn more about your body in a few weeks than in years of occasional testing. It’s discreet, painless, and surprisingly easy to use. The data may surprise you, but it will empower you.

In My Hands Today…

Nexus: A Brief History of Information Networks from the Stone Age to AI – Yuval Noah Harari

For the last 100,000 years, we Sapiens have accumulated enormous power. But despite allour discoveries, inventions, and conquests, we now find ourselves in an existential crisis. The world is on the verge of ecological collapse. Misinformation abounds. And we are rushing headlong into the age of AI—a new information network that threatens to annihilate us. For all that we have accomplished, why are we so self-destructive?

Nexus looks through the long lens of human history to consider how the flow of information has shaped us, and our world. Taking us from the Stone Age, through the canonization of the Bible, early modern witch-hunts, Stalinism, Nazism, and the resurgence of populism today, Yuval Noah Harari asks us to consider the complex relationship between information and truth, bureaucracy and mythology, wisdom and power. He explores how different societies and political systems throughout history have wielded information to achieve their goals, for good and ill. And he addresses the urgent choices we face as non-human intelligence threatens our very existence.

Information is not the raw material of truth; neither is it a mere weapon. Nexus explores the hopeful middle ground between these extremes, and in doing so, rediscovers our shared humanity.

Poem: The Last Train Home

Late at night, when the world has quieted down and the hum of the tracks becomes a lullaby for the soul, the last train home offers more than just a ride; it provides a passage into memory and comfort. The journey on this solitary carriage is steeped in reflection and nostalgia, as familiar sights and soft city lights remind us of where we come from.

The Last Train Home

In the quiet of midnight, the train pulls away,
A soft exhale of metal and dreams in the grey.
Window reflections flicker like memories in flight,
Familiar scenes whispering in the pale moonlight.

The carriage hums a tune of distant, gentle farewells,
Carrying echoes of laughter, of secret, cherished spells.
Every station a chapter, every stop a familiar name,
In the silent journey home, nothing ever feels the same.

Nostalgia drifts like smoke in the air,
Of old roads travelled, of moments rare.
The rhythmic clatter of wheels on the track
Calls forth a tender longing for what we may not get back.

Yet, in this fleeting ride through the night,
There lies a quiet comfort, a soft, guiding light.
For in the last train’s journey, beneath starlit skies,
We rediscover the places where our true heart lies.

The dark outside cradles our reflective mind,
In the gentle sway of the train, solace we find.
A final embrace before the dawn’s gentle roam—
This journey, so transient, leads us always home.

2025 Week 44 Update

Sogyal Rinpoche’s quote conveys the essence of meditation as an experience of openness and freedom rather than control or effort. To “be spacious” means to let go of grasping, judgment, and resistance, allowing thoughts, emotions, and sensations to arise and pass naturally. In this space of awareness, the mind becomes vast and clear, like a sky that holds everything without being disturbed by passing clouds. Meditation, in this sense, is not about stopping thoughts but about expanding the inner space in which everything can exist peacefully. 

Sogyal Rinpoche (1947–2019) was a Tibetan Buddhist teacher and the author of The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying, a widely acclaimed work that introduced Tibetan Buddhist teachings on life, death, and compassion to a global audience. Born in Tibet and educated in both traditional Buddhist and Western settings, he played a major role in bringing Tibetan spiritual practices to the West. His teachings emphasised mindfulness, compassion, and the understanding of the mind as the path to liberation.

This was a pretty quiet week. BB is at home this week resting and relaxing before he starts looking for jobs or internships. GG is busy with school and studying for exams. As for me, things are the same. I have applied for a position which, on paper, seems perfect for me. It checks all the boxes and is in a field I enjoy working in. If I get the position, I will work with old friends and make new friends. And everything came together so beautifully, including references in that field. I was so hyped up about this role that I sent in the application a month before the due date. Since the due date, I have been watching my email like a hawk, hoping that today will be the day the email comes in about an interview. I am disappointed every morning! I am trying to keep a positive attitude and hoping the universe knows what it is doing for me. 

Which segues into today’s motivation. This week, I learned that we should find comfort in the fact that things are unfolding for us exactly as they should. The last leg of the journey is always the most difficult. We should be patient and embrace the beauty that surrounds us. We’ve already overcome many things successfully. There are so many beautiful lessons we have learned from our experiences over the years. We have everything within us to get to where we want to be. Don’t waste energy worrying; don’t doubt the path. This is a time for celebration. We’re about to step into the fullness of our hearts’ greatest desire.

This resonated so much with me, and I am learning to be patient and wait to experience the beauty that will surely unfold in front of us. 

That’s all from me this week. If you are able to, please send positive energies my way so I get the email or call I have been waiting for. Take care, stay safe, and remain positive. Remember, things are exactly where they are supposed to be.